First, I will alienate you from your friends. Then I shall alienate you from your family. I am all you want…I am all you will ever need. I shall whisper in your ear; “They just don’t want to see you happy. Only I can make you happy.” I spin my web of lies and deceit.
I will massage your broken soul, heat-seeking the missing pieces in your life – then I shall become those missing pieces. I will promise you hope and intimacy, that which you heat-seek. I will mirror your words through actions.
I will consume your soul. I will steal your thoughts, and replace them with my own. I shall make you a shapeless human-being, able to act in such mannerisms as I see fit. You will stand at the ready, until I give the word, “go”.
Shall I feel you are exploring a disconnect from my gaze, I will cry my fake tears, and threaten to replace your flesh & blood for another. I promise to fulfill the desires of your empty heart – but only for a short time – that is how I control you.
I now own you…you are my property. I have programmed your mind, and have stolen your individuality. You seek the candy only I possess…I say, “come here, little boy”…and like a dog, you shall kneel before me.
I shall now scoff you, shame you…belittle you. I shall break you down, killing what little self-esteem you may have.
My soul is scorched, and need your “light” to survive – I can not function without it. You are a victim, and I apologize not. I will feast on your mental, physical and material means – sucking the life right out of you.
At my will, I may even command you to carry out my crimes, and in return, you will sacrifice yourself for my punishment.
I will use sex as a weapon against you. I am sweet, and I am bitter. When you no longer provide the resources I need, I will discard you – and you will not ever have existed. I will not acknowledge you.
I am a malignant narcissists, respecting no one but myself, and I love no one but myself. Human beings are nothing but a strategy for my need to be in control of others; my insatiable desire to be idolized…and domination.
I am the worst-case scenario, but I have shielded your eyes. I saw you at your weakest, and like a lioness, I pounced. I pride myself on the kill, tasting your blood on my lips…rest assured, my victim – you are not my first kill, nor will you be my last.
The Black Widow